What?

What do you want when you look at me?
trying so hard
trying too hard
you're too obvious
too obviously trying
what?

U broke the sanctity of my serenity.
making me wash the blanket again
i'm sorry
but u just fucked it up.
You're like a sheep
bleat bleat
innocence drips from your eyes
like cotton candy kisses from a carnival
ride
the roller coaster
...
what?
I'm not your chess board
lesson time?
lull
lmao
not happenin
what?