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What to do when you know the truth
but reality refuses your mind to clear
to what is in front of your face
ever near?
Truth
Opportunist who saw an opportunity
liar
flirt
who thinks only of himself
what does he have to do to be the way
he wants to be
what game to play
what face to wear
all lies.
The masks i must wear
to stay one step ahead are thinning
truth doesn't live in a lie
so why should i?
Desiring to be free of the game
desiring to lose, win,
no just to end.
It's all these stupid lies.
It's a result of the abuse
knowing why doesn't make it better
i have to get out.
fuck.
happens every time
i'm not gonna cook
i'm not gonna clean
i'm gonna sleep all day
smoke your weed
live the dream.
till finally you can't take it anymore
no bleach bath will ever clean
the monster you've awoke in me.

ugh2

outside
such a beautiful day
sun's shining
through the chemical spray
drinking flouride
passing my day
sans pineal gland
fossilized,
fascist regime
2 hours on the road
2 long hours of boredome
destination emo
razors.
honey don't do that.
ugh a reflection
is a horrible thing to be
but i'm stuck being one much of the day.
i see you through seeing
you
seeing me
im stuck in a feedbag
past the stage of caring
two hours on the road
i don't feel like sharing
the truth makes me
jumbled jiggling wiggling
like a worm on a hook
holes in my clothes
quality when new
if you believe the ads
made in Peru.
I guess i must get in my car
and go get you.

So serious..

Butterflies and all that shit
Queens and demons
wooden chairs and a child's cry.
In disdain the Emerald Isle
accepts no loafers
dilettantes, professing a love of the word
but taking a different road.
Yeah you're good
frothy German beer in a toast
to your superiority.
So cold.
Limericks are getting old
you know?
Superman went for a spin
on a line against time
how high
ssssssssssss
the mountain?
Snakes.
Here have another beer....
I'm feeling quite queer
Claro
in my dreams
hail marries
Spanish sighs
How do you say to give?
llamar
No.
Hablar.
A present to you
out of the clear bright blue
face of the gods.
He knods
and laughter is heard
She stays then turns
her head
away
I'm just tired.
Amuse me.
Show me there's a reason to be
standing still
Beer.
T

better

Socrates
vomatoriums
who likes to eat after puking?
hungry guards look on
telling stories
the whole town knew
we went happy
they had no food.
Feeding off anger
was fun for awhile
but fear gave a better boost
don't scare them too much
they lose their minds
forget too much
easter island pyramids
can anyone pin point an actual story
passed down explaining
the day godzilla made a block building.
nope just a lot of drooling mindlessness.
one big jolt of fear
and it's gone.short circuited. unable to produce.
so had to wipe them all out and start again
oh i dunno tell em some shit about a flood
if they believe the snake story they'll believe anything.
beer.
a lament for beer in e sharp minor falling rifts of hallelujah fuck.
necromancer war hog
curling fingers to the samurai
unseen warrior hunting him in his dreams.
i present you my blade
to your throat and beyond.
much too loud much to proud
your universes intrude upon the world
im dancing on.
we're mining for ore nothing to see here
just the sweating families guzzling honey
to fuel the beer industry
electric food take forget.
stupid cow your loud mouth
will be taken out.
Australia how do you spell loud mouth?
mongo stay.
wipe the slate clean
no more thinking
blah.

sigh

This prison cell
is murder
mask the glory hallelujah
with delightful sound
beer
Patterns
A winged elephant
hot air of the marketplace
humanity
sprawled closely
within houses at noon.
Outside
describe what i'm seeing
chemtrails
good weed and vivaldi.
Yes, I saw you pass
No I don't care.
no fear lives here.
just another day in the asylum
clawing my way out
one cigarette at a time.
the setup isn't bad
for now
monsters and running
i'm always stepping in with a sword
but it fuels his passion
i get no sleep.
I see and feel my wings
though others do not
filters dial em off.
vibrating in many frequencies at once
your's is just one.
Why we would need filters
everything happening at once
becomes nothing very boring
enui
om tagayatee
bekinsigh bekinsigh
om tagayatee
ah durah
the red war machine
the hamster wheel is turning faster
now that's a people i would like to see wake up.
leave your jobs and move into the hills.
freedom.
beer
I want some.
beat me in the head with time.
I need an adventure.

Chair

Sending energy out
large balls ripple
shared among vibrations
lights from behind closed doors
cannot be silenced
so we're all the same
discounts my gift
my hand is numb
with no one to sue.
I guess I'll push a cart
with towels tied to my feet
I'll be free.
Go south in the winter.
Some water is needed
to cloud out the sun
feeding on humans is hot business.
The cows forever marching
smiling cheese
forever switzerland
on nobody's side.
Or Sweden I see you there
bored and unimpressed
how many times will this get replayed?
Till one of us gets it right.
One of three.
divided.
Pinched nerve carpal tunnel
stretch it out.I am my bodies keeper.
The Africans are pissed off
when
you mention them showing people in native garb
this is the 21st century no one wears that shit.
We have the internetz.
Cold eyes and knowledge.
Your bank accounts.
Credit card generators
welcome to the dark side.
Worn out bodies functioning low
you know a little water would do.
We're either starving or natives
With a little sympathy, the war machine,
could make it rain
turning away
Boo hoo
No compassion writhing snake
food,sleep, sex
move the masses forward
pawns falling
the board is big.
I am my brother's keeper.

so

I'm telling you
reptillian shape shifters
have infiltrated our government.
Yeah they thought I was crazy
but look at me now
other's pay for my insanity.
So I must be right.
Right.
Jolly good hip hip hooray
jolly good fellow
I'm in your telephone booth
making a call
why does the great eye see?
If you can answer
my convictions
I'll secede.
Didn't think you had the answer
to the most important
question.
Idioms
more truth than truth.
sometimes.
Or the question why does it matter?
Something fantastic
something amazing
is what I want to see.
You have created them.
Letting them harvest fear
like good weed
hoarders of gnashing teeth
dripping mouths.
Red eyed sychophants
By consent sucked into tv.
The signal passes both ways.
TV is the mecca of the masses.
One is every home
jolly good johnny now be a good boy
and get a job.
Fuel our hunger for
sharp teeth and gore.
Blah
Two sides to every coin
they're not the only ones.
Just one part of the puzzle
the rabbit hole goes deep.
The matrix is a vastness of thought
and spirit
Each thought has a frequency
if all thoughts are tuned into the same frequency
there is unity
It can be viewed on a large grid
large parts of the grid are stronger
than other parts and if a mass of people
think the same thoughts
it can be detected enhanced or thwarted by manipulation.
the grid is condensed to still more vibrations
packed on top of each other till they are turned
inside out.
Infinite frequencies
You can move between these states
by thought vibration.
thought vibration.
there is no time.
Anyway fear feeds the aliens
nothing like a good spot o fear in the morning
jolly good over and out.

tool time

Running with a pack of scraggly dogs
a sight it must have been
in the neighborhood
a girl about ten
there must have been 7 dogs in all
me then.
They followed in a straight line
right behind.
attention
ach tung
you must do my bidding
i am in charge
alpha.
Germany is sooooo quiet.
wonder what they're up to
since the wall came down?
a different breed indeed.
Strong.
You rarely hear
a german did this a german did that.
maybe they're just trying
to improve rep
or maybe waiting.
when the economy crashes
stepping in to win.
careful or you'll do another rewrite.
we got your song.
 A small pieces of info goes a long way
The cows goes marching down the street
wreathes of flower bouquets
around soft hide
soon to be shoes.
/////////////////////
Ya gazma edema.
Loud voices of unity
flock to a black rock
around around the black rock
written it is so
you must go.
Unity.
Order out of chaos.
One spirit
five times a day
ready to move.
QWhat do you have?
A quiet signal is far too loud
no matter how many it takes out..
Japan is dancing happy
golden shores
eradicate the fall out
with smoke and mirrors.
the gods approve.
.

hmph

In the middle of the floor
centered
conduit light
pipe.
raise up the door
gather the four
the gods want to dance.
phasing.release the space
contact
explosion
out to within.
gravity
the only constant you know
another way.
anti gravity.
black holes.
swiss cheese
packed tightly
finger through the hole
the cheese remains.
what's observed is effected
balls of fire
from a little room
ripples
and tides.
but what about
what about what about
all work and no play make jack a dull guy.
zen the dude abides
cats and butterflys
batteries in the matrix
fueling your chess game
im tired of this
zombie me.
IS
this where i'm supposed to be?
I missed the train.
dirty mattress
in a tenement
man spits phlegm into the trash can
having secrets he can keep.
cigarette teeth
rotting toes
how long
how many more minutes?
Does it go?
The revolution was photoshopped
the cake was a lie.
fuckity fuck i just want to die.
tv tell me why?
i i i i i
haven't wrote in a year.

wow

He walks down the street
unnatural smile
too bright
no one can be so happy
what am i?
when I'm in power?
A dirty fap in front of a blurred image
in a steamed up bath.
He bows three times forward,
the smile never dims,
he's mad they say.
but i understand who is standing in front of him
if you were the crowned pet
of the dog of war
wouldn't you smile too? 
No fear.
I desire
to be in his hallucination.
I desire fruitloops fortunado.
speaking in tongues
rolling on the floor
mama's full of the spirit tonight
supper's on the stove
and we're all bout to cook.
Her blue face is satisfied
and Kali rewards
zombie killing with money and good weed.
I was just a pawn he said
in the great god wars
alien bounty hunters
keeping on the downlow.
but then you thought we were angels
good times
we were just you in disguise.
better close your eyes.
and we did.
for awhile.
till you started to wake up.
bees are such pesky things
they sting
they die
a sacrifice to my pain
a bee's life.
I am nothing
that is something
which is nothing.
I am.