Sunday, October 27, 2013

i was just lost then i found

I wish i could visit every home
see every face
feel every hand
but i do via the eye
hurts like hell
i could fix it all
one step at a time
i could give satisfaction
to insatisfaction
just to be.
is enough.
Or is it?
I am disappearing
fading away
nothing to say
a small dot
I sit on an empty stage
having nothing to say
no binary genius here
just me
human till the end.
Do you see where we're going?
When I come back again
I'll have a machine head.
problems of the poor
I'll have a chip to buy or sell
this is the future
this is hell.
cuz i like to be free.
We bide our time like we have forever
but we do have forever
back together you and me.
in another time.
Where do we draw the line?
Remember the snake is slow to react.
bureaucracy trap

all hail mighty beer

Freedom from slavery.
anyway I had a dream of demons and God
demons are real
who knew?
weight on your shoulders gun in your hand
knife in your argument
you'll see his small trench coat
fat bodied sausaged between
and smile on his gold teeth.
isn't life neat?
then you see god
sitting playing chess with the homeless
ready to tell
how the road leads to the sun
and then
we all become
not your fucking collective religion
your money grubbing guru and his bull shit.
marketing fuckers need to die
he had something to say
a lot of nothing to say.
Dubai needs to die
gomorrah is a palm city
in the desert
judgement is swift.
A tsunami is to come.
Muhaamad likes to fuck little girls
and we do not approve.
your tower of babel
needs to take a little ride
to reality. good times.
fun times
who do you think that you are?
Money does not matter
power does not matter
status does not matter
all that matters is the sweet whisper
of butterfly wings
in a dark night
under a full moon.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

holy shit my last post got censored.

I wonder who did the censoring...
if you want to know what it says look
up the Latin form of the word cretin.
lol welcome to 1984
leave your mind by the door.
thought police. 


What is it I own?
static perception machine
of my own acumen.
Freedom is a shuttered window
a closed door
metal casing closing.
the clanging of a metal cup
against bars
a gorilla's stance
in a cement room.
They never knew the orangutan
hid the key in his mouth
to pick the lock
and make his escape.
Good for him.
I'm with you buddy
though in your anger
you rip the heads from children
with no remorse.
Instinctual survival
of the most scared.
"A ride."
Your eulogy resounds in my head
the god's tool
broke the silence in the room.
I look but it's all gone, again.
we are not the orangutan.
Alexander shook his head
what to do
when "there are no more world's to conquer"?
We'll bake bread in clay ovens
thanking god for warm bellies
clay in clay
a catalyst for our fermentation.
drunk and satiated
till the sun rises again.
Pragmatic practical steps to the end
someone must keep a clear mind
while the cretins while away the time
Latin form christianus (christ's ass or )
an innocent fool. 
Modus of control.
Cognitive dissonance
creates static states 
between truth
and illusion. 
What does a walking perception machine own?
Only this moment.  

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Not ready for public consumption.

Laying in the darkness
somewhere between sleep and light
a rat's snout touched my foot
or so i thought
then high pitched sound
of small teeth
like tiny sharp chains
scratching glass in the black
imagination eyes points of red
at the edge of my bed.
The bear was large and healthy
walking on the right
as i passed the carcass
in the middle
of the road
dead female bear
sunk in dead eyed
blood splat
final repose.
There are bears here?
She smiled her acquiesce.
Then a flock of birds
or so I thought
crossing my path in flight
too late
dead smack on
 rolling on the hood of my car
evolving with each turn
bird into rabbit
chocolate fur
deep brown eyes
through the windshield
looked sideways at me
got up, shook himself off, and lopped away.
Next night.
A gray and white cat
dressed in a purple crochet vest
smiles goofy parentheses spread
across a satisfied face.
At the edge of the bed
gnashing tiny teeth.
The way of dreams.
An angry African woman pushes a
lawn mower down the highway in the hot sun.
I pass her
then turn around to pick her up
good Samaritan
i have to chase her down the road
hey come with me I'll take you where you need to be
and we can put your mower
in the back.
the anger rushes out of her
and i am awake.

Tuesday, August 20, 2013

ode to beer part two

yes no good slime of the earth
you perch upon the backs of all
hoping it doesn't get to cold this winter
no electricity
water frozen
big problems
my god why don't i die already
the birds will come back and expect bread
to feed their young
and pools of water to bathe in.
how many months?
three. the birds will be back to feed
and i should be ready.
when there are not enough seeds or berries to survive.
i fed you to early and you left
your berry soaked shits on my car.
you could have hit the trees i would have gotten the message.
i don't keep my responsibilities healthy.
i barely care about me.
who the hell
am i talking to anyway
side tracked.

hmmmm 562

i need feedback what r u thinking?
picking up keywords
finding i know nothing
even with streudle.
im just a fat lady
living in a fat house
yappity yapping
about things she knows nothing about.
so you get high
so you watch fractals
so you understand the turning of the twisting of the
who knows the answer
who got it right
yes me. microbiology community college
see the dna see the rna see the proteins building
but what does it matter
discuss the parameters of the prison
vibrational properties.
a mathematical equation
a new kanji
yes now i see
how the sword becomes grass
where we lie
side by side
looking at the sky
the sun is warm today
vibrate to the left or right
dimension one
vibrate to the left and right also up and down
dimension two
vibrate to pi while vibrating up down and side to side
dimension three
I am one of three.
3 keys to the universe and you will never put them all together.
I am level three.
achieve unlock
the 2nd horseman.
i am the first.
Upon black wings i come to discuss
never found by a google search
imagine that.
For 40 days and 40 nights i slept in the dessert.
ingested the thoughts and guts
of  sess pools of want.
what would you do when an angel passes by?
offer her hot sauce and work
a way to get by
offer her home and security
find security a lie.
I saw my friend in the desert
he reached out his hand and he pulled me up
out of the darkness
i have come here not of my will
but the will which makes you scream your prayers
to the homeless
and slap leather
to ease your wine soaked mind
to believe tv when you know

ode to beer

The triad of consumption
eat drink
dead or alive
i love it.
one step away
cognitive disassociation
cognitive dissonance
Tonight a fire to the moon.
blue gray craters
never stray
always the same
just a footprint here and there and
a perfectly preserved flag.
by a green screen
david icke peace and love
blah blah blah
ode to beer.
work obey die
such a strong war to fight
sausage grinders
spitting us out
nodding yes to everything
put bare feet on the ground
grab the grass
look up to the sky
a displacement of energy from me to thee.
people with gills
people with wings
stem cells
fun time.
wouldn't you if you could?
grow a wing on the back of a child.
fish stem cells he can breathe under water.
but the pressure is a killer
ode to beer.
jekyl island the home to the  displaced.
agenda 21 quietly sneaking in
condos stacked a million high.
this is where we'll all live.
aliens in control of the militia
keeping us in.
two words to know it's a trap
indivualism freedom.
don't collect
don't hive
from me to you
ode to beer.
ride the backs of the wicked
take what is mine
it's time.
wait we're not prepared
parameters of the prison
ode to beer.
the whole one thing
another lie
religion just to get you to buy.
this one can see
and so can i ...
close my eyes.
all lies.
if a mouse
which has learned
from tests before
which door
how much more
you and I?
water into wine.
they all sit quietly
circle of stone
eyes closed
if i told you the truth would you believe me?
what's the point to being alive
eat die.
ode to beer.
aliens are among us and poodles
who love jeweled collars
and filet mignon
have gone rogue.
eating starving children
and fucking the ones who survive.
we concede.
afraid to bleed.
ode to beer.
anyway... there is no ship which can bear you hence
there is only the great divide
unless you decide what is wrong what is right.
a connection to your fellow man.
moon, earth, sun, stars.
refuse to feed the snake.
he is slow
takes time to assimilate.
outmaneuvered easily
like a zombie apocalypse
but we are the ones with the guns.
ode to beer.

The pilot

Slippery sliming wet lips
chomping mouths
green bellies
thought we would say
a family of dinosaurs about cuts it.
isn't the baby cute
feeding off the blood of dogmatic
non believer
parameters of our prison
discover it.
There are no walls
only doorways
at any one point in time
i am everywhere and nowhere at all.
the coil has the power to do work
not just light the book
lifting stone.
no tractor.
i'm chained by the belly of the chef
get in my belly
chains and ropes
around my neck
dangling from the whim of a spirit.
not enough soap to wash it off.
a sideways glance
at infinity
in the same image as the
is us
we are the universe.
pot gibberish.
one big universe man
we are the cells
in our jails
do some work
make some protein.
build something for god's sake
the universe man sits on the universe couch
once you know all there is to know
where do you go?
no one watches the watchmen
he just looks hard one two three four times
into himself.

Monday, August 19, 2013


Great Owl give us your wisdom
dit moi
so fooled.
You have brought us abundance
we will worship you like gods.
round and round the cube.
round and round the tree
red light
They're not gods
they're aliens
and we have no abundance.
abundance for all or
no one.
abundance is you stomping your foot
as a child
yes sir senator
we got a full on alien invasion
whose side r u on?
you wanted it now wake up!
Mulberries influence is waning
yet another steps in to take his place.
let me debrief you on that
now they're friendly so
for gray blank pieces of paper
and your boot on the backs of the poor.
Oh wise owl we are all of one accord.
chess board
ours the king.
 every one underneath


 It's raining in my living room
flies buzz
vegetables rot
feed the flowers
and the weeds
of which the latter
is my favorite
what makes something ugly
and another beauty
but eyes
answer the phones in the
a little cleaning
funeral home
smell the dead
lying laying loathing
tears and regret
or a happy accumulation
of relief.
strong feelings
trying the coffin on for size
playing in the funeral room
you live there after all.
my own eulogy
god laughing through Amadeus
but did anyone write anything for you?
pictures candles
limo ride
look around i chose to live
you ride on.
i'm with the kid.

The sun & the moon

Stare at the day and fight
for absolution
each one wins in
their own way.
Encased in filth
layering dust upon dirt
The moon has won
slipping into the crystal caves
resting my head on the pillow
a doorway
everything is light
except two dark eyes walking
smiling light from eye to eye
what do we have today?
what did you bring me?
dit moi
I am part of their light
but vibrating lower
fully exposed to x ray eyes
every word unspoken thought
what did you bring me?
I am dark
i will envelope you and bring you
with me freddie up and out
spit in my mouth
like an alien
from a dream bring you out with me.
you'll never be strong enough
but i like rebellion
shows the mettle the author made
the only good in you is me
that's why you only come in dreams.
See me on my dimensional plane
or the one i step into.
when my body's in the ground.
no light man
like a black mama
in georgia never birthed no babies
but don't you know ms scarlett
we loves you.
i know i loved that movie too
lets be friends.
no. this nighttime shit has got to go
i don't have time for your poking
trying to figure out where
you went wrong.
this is us we are here
you are not
move on.
but we will find a way to you
and stop the shenanigans
because you are real
i know it, they know it,... and one way or another
soon everyone will know it
lets see how far your hand
reaches then.
more than you can do.
multitudes multiplying.
screaming at the same time
would blow your little light head apart.

Sunday, August 18, 2013


Now that i have your attention
public education a mass control
herding cattle to the slaughter
i'm tired of being here.
we are ready to leave
we'll be back for the same fight
what is right
what is wrong
how people melt into the sand
for lack of caring sharing what is ours.
I hate it here.
They tell me what happens
when you fail to perceive.
lost nothingness.
i refuse to believe
it will be an aha moment
i'll remember what i was supposed to forget
and stupid me
will be back.
nah i already know
massive factory of souls
no escape even when you're dead.
i create stasis
in this moment
i am everything and nothing at all.
stasis is decay.
it's nice to chill in my ability
body pushing it to its limits
heart pumping
brain firing
burning out
doing everything wrong
the call of the night
is a demon
embracing the moon.
to bob dylan

Monday, July 22, 2013

that aussie bitch

talks too much
she needs to go
too over protected.
doesn't realize the common man
she is entrenched in illusion
left to struggle on her own
too many bad choices.\
australian's all wanna go.
must be something better than here.
poisonous spiders and politicians.
sucking the gas from
steel pigs
with smacking lips.
maybe there's an island somewhere
a soverign place to refuse to pay to
shoot down children
and destroy countries.
shit sucks
a black president
encouraging a race war
my son could be that stupid
trayvon who bit off a little more than he could chew
hit me
fuck you
shoot you down.

self sustainability
do not rely on the system
the system has control of all those things
you think you need
in the drier states
where water is scarce
control is absolute.
if there were water we could drink
below this red rock
what are the bases needs
full fill them
disregard all else.
only zeros and os
and men behind curtains
unsure of what they are doing.
you have as much power as them
the turning of the wheel
those books are bullshit
once people realize this
all hell will break loose
no back to guard no safe to be
walls will come down
and what are we
without these things
keeping us safe?
imagine that.
flesh falls away
pure spirit unafraid.
what then?
bliss, remembrance.
mirrors and alice
still human.
"there is nothing good or bad
but thinking makes it so."
"oh that Shakespearean rag."
I demand stability
I demand chaos.
stasis is death.

Saturday, July 20, 2013

liverpool lollis
so polite
who can do wrong when the grass is green
slate is clean
we got this brain
thing down
he'll be fine.
stone walls can't keep
you safe
we'll ease through any defense you choose
are we a threat?
we are.
so look the other way
all is okay
when the time is near
things are clear
we will lift you down
to bring you up.
with laughter, lilacs,
not even silenced yet.
molasses rainbows
maple syrup rings sticky things
the truth a ship ride to a cave
the old man in the mountain sleeps
awakened abruptly
spinning golden threads
of arabian tales
of wheels and cubes
geometric simplicity.
keeping the slumber of the ancient one.
elevator to the sky.
gibberish he coughed and spit coke
one ship just a dust mite
breathed up one hairy nostril
and spits the ship back into
the ocean giant phlegm.
hey dude we found this pyramid under the sea
maps move around
we left some bread crumbs to show where
we'd been.
so we can find our way back
somehow got off track
assimilated in a most disastrous way
swallowed by the borg.
i miss my wings
phantom limb
they're still there in my mind.
maybe in the 11th universe they'll be reclaimed.
but today is not that day.
ladders to the sky
the storm is coming too slow.
lets take an l train to the party
let's go.   


IT was the last days of the reign
ordinary men
he looked right then down
heavy was the head
wearing the gold
in the emerald city
belonging to no country.
for god's sake say crown.
knotted stomachs
bile in throats
just get it all up
he was in disarray
things are this way
need to know got to know
couldn't face the discrepancy between
what is and is make believe.
no longer wanting to play he retired to
leave the salamanders losing tales and drinking blood.
with a healthy desire
for fresher and fresher meat.
what does he do now in a lonely room?
never alone
like anyone will believe a 360
the truth is a spiral egg in
a sea of green
sucking the rain from the sky.
it's the next big thing
keeping you informed with movies
you just got to see and believe.
The science is real.

Friday, July 19, 2013

not done

like i was saying
the corn is really high
the harvest will be good
do beef prices go down
cuz we did good?
nope they go into the pockets of old men
who hide
and throw lots
and laugh a lot.
people dance through my head
the biggest thing is kindness
dalai lama land
one man walks through
the dimensions
seeing past and future
and picking out artifacts which were his
his soul lasts through
the brain's evolution
imagine that
someone who knows more than you
a threat to the grinding machinery
which chews up all
and spits out nothing
i spread my wings
and throw out
sovereign entity
fear nothing
respect no one
im smoking like the french
back pedaling to cancer land
yay fun.
back stroking to zulu land
im it's biggest fan.
you lost me on that?
my mind's confused
was that me thinking that or you?
ill be back with a slight reprieve
but just one second there is all i need
ready to be alive
till you beat me down again.
i want to be a waste of human flesh
get a job you slob
and pay your way
this is the mother fucking usa.
stand up straight be clean dont be mean
the meek will inherit the earth
yeah right.
the meek will take the boot on the neck
and smile and say
well maybe next week it'll be about me
is closed
and you are a brick
on its golden wall.
screaming for eternity.
do you see.
the only hope in the ghetto.

So i made a stand
with my left hand
now it's numb
creator or replicator
your choice.
grammar nazis sit in paneled rooms
and feel superior
watching the big screen
in the trailer park
hook me up harry
10 dollars a month.
There's a toad in my garden
under a quarter moon
darth vader's masterpeice
downed by a gopher monger 
it stands.
a man stands next to a heaped grave
with a shovel and a smile
spit some mud on the ground
and give me a smile
the cat's dead.,
but i didn't watch it die
i set it free
do or die
how bad do you wanna live?
at least you're/were free.
i see
brown eyes and sand
cold dark stares
around the cube they go
gathering forces
nothing changes
it's just written down
over and over playing the same game
does the pope have a court reporter
keeping this down
cause the second phase
is coming
the book is a living testament
and what is so sig about living things
they always change.
can't be helped
are awakening
but the corn is high
and you'll forget
as long as profits are high.
funny how you churn them out
public education
learned in the cotton fields how to make a man in
seven days
your way.
i don't like it
the earth is hungry
glorifying in wondorous energy
not the crap you're spewing out
bull shit.
it's all a lie.
then what is it?
it's embracing
from small to large
and a lot of laughter.
because everything is funny.
maybe it's a drop out
because you are still investigating
the parameters of your prison
when there is no prison at all.
i'm just a small dot
inside a dot
made of a dot.
not a lot.

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

what was that you said?
frequency getting in the way
ill be silenced soon
but not for long
even the rocks
and stones will sing
cut off
staying close
moving the same
to avoid the enemy.
or realized.
sun tsu
cutting off the heads of geisha's to
make a point.
women are expendable.
sweetness and light
giggles in the dark
won't save you from the blade.
the mountain has no pity.
you face the mountain
on its terms
not yours
are you prepared?
i've brought my socks
but not my bag
i've brought my bag
but not my socks.
the gulf stream
sends tainted fish our way.
zombie time.
even more so.
they are fucks
to test a weapon next to a fault line
to cover their tracks that a weapon
was tested
fuck japan
pearl harbor and shit.
no armies.
hey peoples of the universe
i was here
then there
and now like a fractal
i take my point
down to expand
i am everything
and nothing at all
i am the wind
the rain
i am everything
im' outta beer
the light is going
im gong down
ha ha ha ha ha
maniacal laugh
one million dollars
i was a dream within a dream
and when i awoke
to realize perception
is one tenth of reality
weird isn't it
five alive
is six the sticks
much better
you are forgetting again
your outer half
fuck religion
fuck government
fuck society
greater everyone
by the power of the few.
the power of the few
makes the many strong
no media
no internet
at this time
what do you know?
shit's fucked up
cherry blossoms in the wind
production is essential
cherry blossoms.
vodka and ale
this whole agenda thing is bogus
grasshoppers living on the bodies of ants.
carry your weight.
the pressure is going to explode
in the east
they see what you do too clearlu
the whole meditation thing.
nothing is hidden.

there was a time in a far off land
i was normal
i breathed the air
a free man
completely lost in deception.
i woke up
saw the outside
the inside
spread my wings
enveloped the universe
one of three.
we have encapsulated.
the three have entertwined
and are one.
we are gone.
weirdness to keep coming back
just to find each other again.
people you love is what is important
you will return to love the same ones
my heart beats faster
hell yeah.,
the earth will survive whatever we do to it.
we will not.
but different aspects of energy are
still energy.
we will be but not be.
expression will be lost.
a hand reaching from the grave
no way out
they have hacked the eternal
and kept it for themselves.
but we all have it
we just forgot
they did not.
same story different page
same page
same story
played over and over again
until we get it right
paint the roses red
to fit your mood.
or forget and get a free ride
into the merry go round
souls in souls out.
i have to come to say
i have nothing to say
they are too close
and every day they surround me.
soon i will have a car crash
or some other unexpected thing.
i will be back
we will start again.
sucks to waste time but
what can you do?

Monday, July 8, 2013


Pulling back pulling out
tiptoed into the black hole
captured by the event horizon
round and round i go
neither here
nor there
normalcy rushes by
in a heave
shake the stringy mucous from your mouth
wipe your face
i have been conditioned to be
is my insight only coming
from a last breath
holding on
"oh i see"
and it's gone.
I'm a conduit based life form
I'm a battery
i'm a drunk.
he gets it.
ego played out
monster and child
monster and child.
oh hello chippp chipp er oooooo
the blue never visits anymore
i've forgotten how to dance
so now i have a serious one
with something to say
but he is too afraid to say it.
I;m still waiting
drumming my fingers on the desk.
but he looks over his shoulder paranoid.
interdimensional being you have a constitutional right
to speak
is the reply.
what the fuck
maybe it was just me all along
letting imagination fun wild
maybe it's my attitude
never have fun anymore
closed in a prison strangled
by an itchy rope.
maybe i'm mad, schizophrenic.
trying to stab a blank piece of paper
with a rusty spoon
to make marmalade. 

Tuesday, June 11, 2013


What to do when you know the truth
but reality refuses your mind to clear
to what is in front of your face
ever near?
Opportunist who saw an opportunity
who thinks only of himself
what does he have to do to be the way
he wants to be
what game to play
what face to wear
all lies.
The masks i must wear
to stay one step ahead are thinning
truth doesn't live in a lie
so why should i?
Desiring to be free of the game
desiring to lose, win,
no just to end.
It's all these stupid lies.
It's a result of the abuse
knowing why doesn't make it better
i have to get out.
happens every time
i'm not gonna cook
i'm not gonna clean
i'm gonna sleep all day
smoke your weed
live the dream.
till finally you can't take it anymore
no bleach bath will ever clean
the monster you've awoke in me.

Tuesday, June 4, 2013


such a beautiful day
sun's shining
through the chemical spray
drinking flouride
passing my day
sans pineal gland
fascist regime
2 hours on the road
2 long hours of boredome
destination emo
honey don't do that.
ugh a reflection
is a horrible thing to be
but i'm stuck being one much of the day.
i see you through seeing
seeing me
im stuck in a feedbag
past the stage of caring
two hours on the road
i don't feel like sharing
the truth makes me
jumbled jiggling wiggling
like a worm on a hook
holes in my clothes
quality when new
if you believe the ads
made in Peru.
I guess i must get in my car
and go get you.

So serious..

Butterflies and all that shit
Queens and demons
wooden chairs and a child's cry.
In disdain the Emerald Isle
accepts no loafers
dilettantes, professing a love of the word
but taking a different road.
Yeah you're good
frothy German beer in a toast
to your superiority.
So cold.
Limericks are getting old
you know?
Superman went for a spin
on a line against time
how high
the mountain?
Here have another beer....
I'm feeling quite queer
in my dreams
hail marries
Spanish sighs
How do you say to give?
A present to you
out of the clear bright blue
face of the gods.
He knods
and laughter is heard
She stays then turns
her head
I'm just tired.
Amuse me.
Show me there's a reason to be
standing still


who likes to eat after puking?
hungry guards look on
telling stories
the whole town knew
we went happy
they had no food.
Feeding off anger
was fun for awhile
but fear gave a better boost
don't scare them too much
they lose their minds
forget too much
easter island pyramids
can anyone pin point an actual story
passed down explaining
the day godzilla made a block building.
nope just a lot of drooling mindlessness.
one big jolt of fear
and it's gone.short circuited. unable to produce.
so had to wipe them all out and start again
oh i dunno tell em some shit about a flood
if they believe the snake story they'll believe anything.
a lament for beer in e sharp minor falling rifts of hallelujah fuck.
necromancer war hog
curling fingers to the samurai
unseen warrior hunting him in his dreams.
i present you my blade
to your throat and beyond.
much too loud much to proud
your universes intrude upon the world
im dancing on.
we're mining for ore nothing to see here
just the sweating families guzzling honey
to fuel the beer industry
electric food take forget.
stupid cow your loud mouth
will be taken out.
Australia how do you spell loud mouth?
mongo stay.
wipe the slate clean
no more thinking


This prison cell
is murder
mask the glory hallelujah
with delightful sound
A winged elephant
hot air of the marketplace
sprawled closely
within houses at noon.
describe what i'm seeing
good weed and vivaldi.
Yes, I saw you pass
No I don't care.
no fear lives here.
just another day in the asylum
clawing my way out
one cigarette at a time.
the setup isn't bad
for now
monsters and running
i'm always stepping in with a sword
but it fuels his passion
i get no sleep.
I see and feel my wings
though others do not
filters dial em off.
vibrating in many frequencies at once
your's is just one.
Why we would need filters
everything happening at once
becomes nothing very boring
om tagayatee
bekinsigh bekinsigh
om tagayatee
ah durah
the red war machine
the hamster wheel is turning faster
now that's a people i would like to see wake up.
leave your jobs and move into the hills.
I want some.
beat me in the head with time.
I need an adventure.


Sending energy out
large balls ripple
shared among vibrations
lights from behind closed doors
cannot be silenced
so we're all the same
discounts my gift
my hand is numb
with no one to sue.
I guess I'll push a cart
with towels tied to my feet
I'll be free.
Go south in the winter.
Some water is needed
to cloud out the sun
feeding on humans is hot business.
The cows forever marching
smiling cheese
forever switzerland
on nobody's side.
Or Sweden I see you there
bored and unimpressed
how many times will this get replayed?
Till one of us gets it right.
One of three.
Pinched nerve carpal tunnel
stretch it out.I am my bodies keeper.
The Africans are pissed off
you mention them showing people in native garb
this is the 21st century no one wears that shit.
We have the internetz.
Cold eyes and knowledge.
Your bank accounts.
Credit card generators
welcome to the dark side.
Worn out bodies functioning low
you know a little water would do.
We're either starving or natives
With a little sympathy, the war machine,
could make it rain
turning away
Boo hoo
No compassion writhing snake
food,sleep, sex
move the masses forward
pawns falling
the board is big.
I am my brother's keeper.


I'm telling you
reptillian shape shifters
have infiltrated our government.
Yeah they thought I was crazy
but look at me now
other's pay for my insanity.
So I must be right.
Jolly good hip hip hooray
jolly good fellow
I'm in your telephone booth
making a call
why does the great eye see?
If you can answer
my convictions
I'll secede.
Didn't think you had the answer
to the most important
more truth than truth.
Or the question why does it matter?
Something fantastic
something amazing
is what I want to see.
You have created them.
Letting them harvest fear
like good weed
hoarders of gnashing teeth
dripping mouths.
Red eyed sychophants
By consent sucked into tv.
The signal passes both ways.
TV is the mecca of the masses.
One is every home
jolly good johnny now be a good boy
and get a job.
Fuel our hunger for
sharp teeth and gore.
Two sides to every coin
they're not the only ones.
Just one part of the puzzle
the rabbit hole goes deep.
The matrix is a vastness of thought
and spirit
Each thought has a frequency
if all thoughts are tuned into the same frequency
there is unity
It can be viewed on a large grid
large parts of the grid are stronger
than other parts and if a mass of people
think the same thoughts
it can be detected enhanced or thwarted by manipulation.
the grid is condensed to still more vibrations
packed on top of each other till they are turned
inside out.
Infinite frequencies
You can move between these states
by thought vibration.
thought vibration.
there is no time.
Anyway fear feeds the aliens
nothing like a good spot o fear in the morning
jolly good over and out.

tool time

Running with a pack of scraggly dogs
a sight it must have been
in the neighborhood
a girl about ten
there must have been 7 dogs in all
me then.
They followed in a straight line
right behind.
ach tung
you must do my bidding
i am in charge
Germany is sooooo quiet.
wonder what they're up to
since the wall came down?
a different breed indeed.
You rarely hear
a german did this a german did that.
maybe they're just trying
to improve rep
or maybe waiting.
when the economy crashes
stepping in to win.
careful or you'll do another rewrite.
we got your song.
 A small pieces of info goes a long way
The cows goes marching down the street
wreathes of flower bouquets
around soft hide
soon to be shoes.
Ya gazma edema.
Loud voices of unity
flock to a black rock
around around the black rock
written it is so
you must go.
Order out of chaos.
One spirit
five times a day
ready to move.
QWhat do you have?
A quiet signal is far too loud
no matter how many it takes out..
Japan is dancing happy
golden shores
eradicate the fall out
with smoke and mirrors.
the gods approve.


In the middle of the floor
conduit light
raise up the door
gather the four
the gods want to dance.
phasing.release the space
out to within.
the only constant you know
another way.
anti gravity.
black holes.
swiss cheese
packed tightly
finger through the hole
the cheese remains.
what's observed is effected
balls of fire
from a little room
and tides.
but what about
what about what about
all work and no play make jack a dull guy.
zen the dude abides
cats and butterflys
batteries in the matrix
fueling your chess game
im tired of this
zombie me.
this where i'm supposed to be?
I missed the train.
dirty mattress
in a tenement
man spits phlegm into the trash can
having secrets he can keep.
cigarette teeth
rotting toes
how long
how many more minutes?
Does it go?
The revolution was photoshopped
the cake was a lie.
fuckity fuck i just want to die.
tv tell me why?
i i i i i
haven't wrote in a year.


He walks down the street
unnatural smile
too bright
no one can be so happy
what am i?
when I'm in power?
A dirty fap in front of a blurred image
in a steamed up bath.
He bows three times forward,
the smile never dims,
he's mad they say.
but i understand who is standing in front of him
if you were the crowned pet
of the dog of war
wouldn't you smile too? 
No fear.
I desire
to be in his hallucination.
I desire fruitloops fortunado.
speaking in tongues
rolling on the floor
mama's full of the spirit tonight
supper's on the stove
and we're all bout to cook.
Her blue face is satisfied
and Kali rewards
zombie killing with money and good weed.
I was just a pawn he said
in the great god wars
alien bounty hunters
keeping on the downlow.
but then you thought we were angels
good times
we were just you in disguise.
better close your eyes.
and we did.
for awhile.
till you started to wake up.
bees are such pesky things
they sting
they die
a sacrifice to my pain
a bee's life.
I am nothing
that is something
which is nothing.
I am.